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nothing is fiction.
everything is fiction
Created on 2005-04-30 15:06:41 (#6969159), last updated 2009-07-08
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Basic Info| Name: | nadien alexandra m. |
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| Birthdate: | 1987-10-27 |
Bio"And then something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom." - Chuck Palahniuk
"Thoughts that found a maze of mermaid hair tangling in the tide's green fall, now fold their wings like bats and disappear into the attic of the skull." - Sylvia Plath
Most honestly, the worst kind of death is one that leaves you in your head, leaves you, for an eternity listening to the same annoying song, that heartstrung headdrum looped and looped. It leaves you, holding your intestines, heaves you, from side to side, coughing up your self-inflicted crimes; for sure, a torture of your own qualified design.
miss you always.
"With every move, every decision merely a reaction to the one previous it, I am drifting on auto pilot, talking like it's a reflex. Like an old movie, where frame by frame blink by me, my eyes quick enough to capture each individual frame dissolving into the next. It’s something so mechanical, and each step is cold and harsh and ridged. I am stuttering along. It’s why cats have no interest in T.V. Their eyes are able to capture the in-betweens, the blackness that separates everything from each other. Nothing is connected, nothing flows."
I'd been dreaming.
"Thoughts that found a maze of mermaid hair tangling in the tide's green fall, now fold their wings like bats and disappear into the attic of the skull." - Sylvia Plath
Most honestly, the worst kind of death is one that leaves you in your head, leaves you, for an eternity listening to the same annoying song, that heartstrung headdrum looped and looped. It leaves you, holding your intestines, heaves you, from side to side, coughing up your self-inflicted crimes; for sure, a torture of your own qualified design.
miss you always.
"With every move, every decision merely a reaction to the one previous it, I am drifting on auto pilot, talking like it's a reflex. Like an old movie, where frame by frame blink by me, my eyes quick enough to capture each individual frame dissolving into the next. It’s something so mechanical, and each step is cold and harsh and ridged. I am stuttering along. It’s why cats have no interest in T.V. Their eyes are able to capture the in-betweens, the blackness that separates everything from each other. Nothing is connected, nothing flows."
I'd been dreaming.
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abandoned buildings, alice's adventures in wonderland, amy hempel, amélie, anti-heroic stories, art, astrology, autumn, beautiful eyes, being a scorpio, being bare foot, being lost in translation, bob dylan, bookstores, broken social scene, calmly crashing, cats, cocorosie, composing, considering everything, creativity, cuddling, dancing alone, dancing in the rain, death, depression, dramamine dreams, dreaming, driving in the dark, dying, eternal sunshine, everything as art, everything ending in tears, existentialism, faith, femininity, fiction, flowers, foreign films, freckles, fruedian slips, gardening, godspeed you! black emperor, green tea with cigarettes, gregory and the hawk, harold and maude, hiding under blankets, hot hot rain, impracticalities, inspiration, inspiration at impractical moments, irony, jack kerouac, jeans, kaki king, language, laughing till you cry, literary theory, literature, long boards, long sleeves, losing grip with reality, loud thoughts, lying in grass, maintaining obscurity, making touch last, matt good's trembling-voice (when.it.trembled), mirah, mum, my imagination, naps, nelson, night time, nightmares, no apologies, oh the building up, old photos, ontological anarchy, passion, peaches, philosophy, photography, playing tambourine, poetry, psychology, pure darkness, quilts, quoting chuck palahniuk, radiohead, reading and absorbing, reading constantly, running, scarves, silence, sleep, sleeping, sleeping in, sleepovers, snowboarding, sofia coppola, sounds of an acoustic, space, stars, staying in, storytelling, strawberries, surrealism, swimming under waterfalls, sylvia plath, tattoos, tegan and sara, the circle of life, the lion king, the royal tenenbaums, the self as art, the virgin suicides, thunderstorms, touch, tragic endings, trains, trees, unsent letters, vintage clothing, water, wes anderson, wrinkles, writing, yard sales
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